Death Inside Us

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.
"Norman Cousins"
This quote has triggered million disturbing thoughts within me....Isn't it true our wishes, our dreams, when it dies an untimely death,,there is a vaccum left inside us...ek khala jo rooh ko jhinjor deta hai...ek khalipan, ek soonapan chhor deta hai...Rooh par ek bojh reh jaata hai, na jeene deta hai na marne deta hai....Insaan jab mar jaata hai to hum halaat se samjhota kar lete hai..Khuda ka faisla barhaq hai, akhir mout to ek na ek din sab ko aani hai, lekin khwahishon ki mout bohot taqleef deti hai...kissi ki bewafaai jeene ki aarzoo maar deti hai...kuch andar mar jaata hai...zindagi bemaqsad ho jaati hai...Khuda kissi ko bhi ye aziyat ki zindagi na de..jahaan sirf tareeq raahein aur ashqon se bhari zindagi naseeb ho...Jahaan dosti ke naam par dagha milti ho...Khuda is khaalipan se sabko rihaai de..Jaanti hun ye rooh ki mout qabr tak bohot jald le jataa hai..kyonke pyaar marta nahi andar rehjaata hai nasoor bankar, dheere dheere humko khatm kar deta hai..

Lonely painful nights

Bringing fears n frights

Not finding u near me

Breaks me apart slowly

As tear roll down

My senses drown

Gloom descends on my heart

I cant ever see a fresh start

A fog of depression around

Pushing me lower to the ground

The fragrance that is specially you

Play games in my mind all anew,

Wrenching my heart

Is a aching need

To feel your body as i so often did

I reach out for you,

sorrowY

to touch but don’t find within reach

Realisation dawns & in its tow

My heart dips down in sorrow

You are just an illusion

my nerves are in confusion

My heart mourns & is silent

Soul grieving hear its lament

For In this slow death my love

nothing can & will affect me now

As my senses are Hurt & bruised

By you my love is crushed

my love lies in acute dearth..

And I die a slowww death

written by,

"aarzoo"