People come into our life make a mark and vanish in thin air leaving behind their footprints in our heart..It difficult to erase these footprints as they have walked with us miles and miles sharing good and bad times...being the pillar of strength in our tough times...bringing smiles on our face...We start relaying on them for every little thing..We try to return back their caring gesture tenfolds and try to be with them whenever they needed guidence...They make us feel so special, will be in touch 24x7...share every little anecdote of their life...It's as though they can't move a step without us..they become a integral part of our lives. our existence, our whole world revolves around them...Just can't describe the depth of emotions and the time and feelings invested in this relationship.
Then one day suddenly they just vanish from our lives making us feel sick and used...They just don't care, though they hog around us with new people and new friends and they suddenly don't have a single moment for us who used to be with us day in and day out...I just wonder why do they make friendship when they can't keep it...Why do they turn their backs as though we are parasites...Why do they act so stupidly and behave like strangers...I wonder what goes in their mind and heart...Why do they suddenly become immune towards our emotions and pain..the same person who couldn't see a single tear in our eyes suddely becomes the reason of pain and heartbreak and tears.
I know i'am not going to get the answers for all these questions churning inside my heart and mind making me sick, unhealthy and leaving me a emotional wreck. Relationships are for keeps and people who break the promises and turn their backs are not worth discussing at all..But our heart don't accept the bitter truth that they used us emotionally and left us all alone to nurse our bruised and shattered heart...The day we accept the reality will be the day we will be released from the turmoiled thoughts of betrayal.
You gave me so much of love
And filled my life with care
You gave me hope to live
And a new direction to life
It's difficult to hold on to
It's difficult to hold on to
A slight wicker of hope
Come back before
I lose my faith in relationships
Come back before
Bitterness seeps into my being
Come back before
I lose the trust in whole mankind
Come back before i lose my sanity
Do come back my friend
Before i lose the zest to live.
"aarzoo"
beautiful lines there..and very strong emotions portrayed..
ReplyDeletebeautifully written ... you really know what you are talking about !! and love the last piece of poetry !!
ReplyDeleteand ZEST OF LIFE ... waah perfectly said !! love it !!
@The Pink Orchid
ReplyDeleteIt's truth of life Orchid..thanks for peeping in.
@Ubaid
ReplyDeleteThanks for taking out ur lil time to read my feelings...bless you.
Hey we have alot of things in common but from what i read things ended on a sour note for you.. While from me it ended with what u can say a mutual understanding.. U can hate that person.. I cant even hate her...
ReplyDelete@Lonely Perverted Soul
ReplyDeleteDo you think one can hate the person we loved once..it's just that the way that person has given a twist to this relationship has left me confused...Such a simple n true friendship has to die a untimely death..sad indeed...how selfcenterd n selfish can one become sometimes.
yea i think you can never truly hate that person... But if there was no fault of that person.. what shud we do then.. How to move on then..
ReplyDelete@Lonely Perverted Soul
ReplyDeleteSimple all we need is a lil care n understanding, just telling verbally i'am always there for u will not do the magic...n sudden withdrawl will only do the harm rather than any good...As time passes the intensity of the relationship reduces and we start accepting the change in a new perspective...New people do come into our lives but u don't have to chuck ur old relationship...u should make everyone comfortable giving the neccsary care n affection.
omG DIDIA
ReplyDeletewith blessing of god we alwayz have one in our life--but i think wht u wrote is so true pple do, do that--when someone new comez along they tend to forget what their relationship you as an individual was.they 4get the bond that was built and the care and understandin we had 4 thm or they had for us-- everythin is left unsteady and thn they ask wht was their fault!and at the end we are left with blame all on us!
lovely written didia
loved readin each bit of it~